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While hitchhiking
in the back of a pick-up truck in rural Guatemala I was asked by
a local gentleman, Por qué? Why do you
take photos in a place like this? I squirmed a bit, removed
my straw hatusing it as a way of stalling a bit and looked
inside it, as if the answer would somehow magically appear on the
sweaty interior. My gaze left the hat and I looked up to seea small
boy whod been on this dusty truck just about as long as I,
sitting quietly in the arms of his mother. In the boys face
I saw him trying to figure out who I was from what he had seen on
MTV, all the dubbed Buffy the Vampire Slayer re-runs
he had seen on television, and from other travelers he had seen
come before me. or my part, I saw in his face the emotions of earlier
that morning, of yesterday, of last week, of last year,and I saw
his emotions of tomorrow. I saw these things in the faces of everybody
in the back of that truck. I turned back to the gentleman and with
a wave of my hand told him that this was the reason.
There is a certain draw
that one feels when encountering an event, a place, or a people
that is vastly different from his/her own everyday events, places,
or peoples. Our context that we normally use for understanding is
not there, so we are resigned to use only what we see before us.
We read the wrinkles on the brow; we read the gray in the moustache;
we read the tiredness in the eyes; we read the work on the hands;
we read the miles on the feet; and we read the beauty in the soul.
This person is transformed from a series of actions into a mass
of emotions, and we are transformedinto a hyper-sensitive being
who is able to read someone not for how we know them to be, but
for who he/she is to us. We avoid all of the everyday biases that
we ingest and then regurgitate onto others as a labeling agent,
and we see the essence, the pure feelings that one projects onto
others, above and beyond the bias. We are by no means identifying
who this person is, but by looking at them they may be identifying
who we are. What touches us the most about this person? Why does
or does not this person extract such an emotion from us? I wasnt
able to translate all of this into Spanish for the gentleman, but
I think I did get the point across by saying, En una cultura
diferente, las personas pueden ver sus almas propias con mas claridad
(In a different culture, people can see their own souls with more
clarity).
That is why I find myself in a strange, new environment every year
with my camera slung over my shoulder. I am on a continuous quest
to find out who I am by meeting others, people that are vastly different
than me, but at the same time similar in the reflection of emotions
and curiosity they see in my eyes.
The goal of my photography is to bring these unfamiliar faces and
experiences to you, the viewer, here, in a more familiar environment.
My hope is that through your viewing, youll find the connection
in something that though possibly unfamiliar, is universal, an exploration
of emotion, an exploration of self, something that will hopefully
stay with you long
after your eyes have left it.
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